I used to have a Metalcore band called At War With Myself from around 2012 - 2015; I originally wrote this to be a "soft" song for that band, but I never even got to show it to the guys.
I decided it would work for my solo stuff, so I wrote some lyrics and released a One Man Band Playthrough Video on September 15, 2021.
Originally, I was gonna start releasing more demos, but some comments helped me realize with just a few simple tweaks, these tracks could be "release worthy", and so I've strived to release singles more frequently.
Since I'd already posted a One Man Band Playthrough Video, I decided I would shoot a Music Video for this song. It was a challenging process, but a lot of fun since I also have a passion for Filmmaking.
The song is about how easy it is to fall into a routine and "sleepwalk" through life, and so, rather than just "dreaming" about our wants and desires, the lyrics encourage to "wake up" and take action in making our dreams come true.
The Music Video reflects this by showing a character trapped in a bedroom, but the key to escape is something he's had all along without realizing it.
lyrics
Verse:
It's too much effort to pull away the covers
That hold me down and won't let go
It smothers me; the weight of this anxiety
Pressing me into my pillow
Pre-Chorus:
A blissful sleep, chasing lies and counting sheep
It sure is easy, but not for me
Chorus:
So here I am with all I have
Waking up; facing what's in front of me
I won't back down, I can't stop now
I'm waking up so I can start to dream
Verse:
I toss and turn, and tick by tock, the hours burn
Pleading for this night to end
Pre-Chorus:
A part of me; begging to go back to sleep
It sure is easy, but not for me
Chorus:
So here I am with all I have
Waking up; facing what's in front of me
I won't back down, I can't stop now
I'm waking up so I can start to dream
Bridge:
You're not worthless, you have purpose
Wake up; see it. Time to dream it
Chorus:
So here I am with all I have
Waking up; facing what's in front of me
I won't back down, I can't stop now
I'm waking up so I can start to dream
So here I am with all I have
Waking up; facing what's in front of me
I won't back down, I can't stop now
I'm waking up so I can start to dream
For those who feel lost and without purpose, I want to help them better themselves and not be afraid to seek more out of
life. My music Drives and Motivates you to Persevere through the challenges of life.
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